It never stopped..

it has been a long time that i din blog..sorry to all my readers..
i'm now taking my rest time and sharing something with you guys while waiting my drama to be downloaded..hehe..
okay~first of all..i've been studying in Sc 4 for almost 5 months..it is actually a fun class..we laugh alots in our class and have fun..:)
time flies extremely fast..mid term is coming..i'm not prepared for it!it drives us crazy..the FANTASTIC subjuct-Add Math makes me become mad!OMG~suddenly feel like all my favorites nums are so strange to me..urgh~
have plenty hw to do..50++ add math questions,bio works,karangan,lisan,and physics..hope that i have a twin sis to help me~
but its our lifes!no matter how tough is it..we should not give up!it is the last 2 years in Assunta..so ya~everyone..works harder..it will pass very soon!:D
next,someone is using my name and simply comments in my fren's blog~words to that ppl:
"your parents have given you a nice name..why don't you use your own name?!and why you dun dare to admit it?!such a bloody bitch you are!sorry for being rude to use the words but you deserve it!get a life lar!"
sick of all those ppl!really pissed me off!ish!but then there are always many of you that brighten up my life..ya~all my sweeties..thx :)
love you all..

Busy Busy Busy!

hey there..i din update my dead blog for so long dy..urgh..sorry ya..i've been really busy these few weeks...
the IU day is coming..its such a meaningful event but honestly..for me its not so interesting...
today we all went to the hall to look for the courses..i'm kinda interesting in Sunway College..hehe..maybe i'll be taking the performing arts course there..hehe..
the mid year term is coming..urgh..why time flies sososo SUPER fast?lol!
study hard study hard!that's what i need to do right now!i'm forcing myself to study and study..urgh..wish me good luck ya..i want to be graduated and ya!only that time i can do whatever i want!hehe..
erm ya..so i think all of us will be really busy of preparing this and that..i'll not be updating my blog frequently but i promise it will be updated continuously..hehe..so wish you guys all the best and see ya everyone^^

BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN!!!!!!so damn moody today!!!!
just now my aunt chat with me in msn..she told me that SOMEONE told my grandpa and said my fb got lot of SEXY pics..then my grandpa believes that sakai..he asked my aunt to give advice to me..
then then then..today my dad also told me the same thing..
WTH!!!omg..that is called SEXY?TMD!you know wat SEXY means?!!!
even if i really post out the more SEXY pics in future..its none of your business okay?!!!
you got ntg to do isit?why so kepo?!
tell lar whatever you want!!i will not changed just becoz of you!!!anythings that you want to 'update' to my family just go ahead lar!!when they ask me i'll just tell they all the same thing okay?!!!i'm not afraid of you at all!!!
my aunt and me really want to slap you!you better dun let us know who you are!!!
care of yourself first lar before caring of other ppl!!!
so you have read this?feel like want to complain to my family again?go ahead lar!!!want see more SEXY pics ma?!!!i upload immediately!!!
get a life lar!!!

Life's like this...

urgh..dun know how to describe my feeling right now..its too complicated..
i did 'something' on friday..sorry if i hurted you guys..but..sometimes i really dun understand what you guys are thinking of..if you guys dislike someone..why are you all still pretending that ntg happens?
i dun know..maybe our opinions are not the same..
i know that sometimes i make things difficult for you guys..from wat i say and do..but i really dun like the feeling..the feeling when we are all sitting right in front of her..everything is like all has changed..it has became so different..
sometimes i really pissed off!i always talk to Tracy and my mummy they all..but then you guys say i look happier to be with them..
i want to talk to you guys also..recess with you guys..but..what can i do?
everytime when i want to be with you guys..she is always there..i feel so uncomfortable..the laughes and jokes have all gone..
i dun know whether you guys understand me...as i dun understand what you guys are thinking also..urgh..i am so upset..:(
change topic..to someone:
the image that i give ppl is always i like to laugh and...ya...laugh without any images..when something happens..i choose to laugh..maybe that you dun know..but ya..i just dun want to let you know that i have hurted..i am trying to forget all the sadness..and wiping you off from my life..the feeling that you gave me was always so untrue..and it has finally came to the end..i am trying my best to cover back..thx for the hapiness that you have gave me..and yes..it has all back to the 'basic'..
and now..the message to my frens..thx GOD that i have the frens like you all..whenever i need you all..you guys will always be there..even though my FB's frens..like Yar-Vern,Debbie you all..hehe..thx ya..
i know someone says that something like 'thx','love you all'..are not the sentences that will come out from my mouth..haha..but ya..i really appreciate you guys..
to Stephanie:we seldom get the chance to meet each other..but i know..whenever i need you..you will be there for me..i really miss you so much..hopefully i can meet you soon..very very soon..i got so many things to talk to you..i trust you 100%..we have graduated in year 2006..but we din forget each other..i want to give you a big hug when i see you next time..hehe..
to anyone that hates me:i got ntg to say anymore..i am really too tired..dun do all those stupid actions behind of me..i really hate it..if you hate me..tell me face by face!and stop showing the stupid pity faces in front of others!go to the hell!it needs you the most!
urgh~many things happened these two days..but dun worry okay?i'll cover back asap..:)

Sport's Day

Writing this post in english..haha..you guys know how lazy i am rite?
i'm too tired dy..lazy to type in chinese..
tml is Sport's Day.. i strongly support HERMINE~this year's Clare really semangat..haiz..gambateh all HERMINE members who will be participating in it!ANDA CEMERLANG HERMINE MENANG!weeeeeeeeeeee^^
how am i going to sleep today?my air-con spoilt dy..i was sweating inside of my room just now..><><
tml we will be having fun in skul..hopefully i wont be sunburned till so teruk if not..
let's go eat lunch after the tiring thingy..and see my skin's "changes" tml..
kays..stop here..nites sweeties^^

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!!

那些不懂的人，请闭上你们的嘴巴！
“ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH”我们并不是对你们说的，这是专属于神起和仙后之间的约定！
我们说到做到，每一次的考验，我们就会变得更坚强！
神起是仙后们的骄傲。。仙后和红海是神起的依靠。。
不管什么时候，我们永远都会在这里守护和保护神起。。这是我们早已许下的约定。。
握紧了这五双手，我们全球的仙后就从未想过要放开。。
在中说过：“我们一直爱下去吧～”
对，我们一直爱下去吧！不管过了多久，东方家的爱会永远存在！
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH！MIDUHYO！SARANGHAE OPPA & CASSIOPEIA！WE PROUD OF YOUR LOVE！

这是献给全体的仙后的。。

I Keep Pray...Dun Forget...Baby We Keep The Faith...Eternally!

我还是选择相信你们。。ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH 不是白讲的。。
我们只相信你们说的。。只听你们要我们听的。。
今天的事。。别再想了。。我们仍然在等待。。不管要我们再等多久。。我们都不在乎。。因为这一切都是值得的。。

没有你们。。我的生活不再有意义。。

一直以来，我都是幸福的。。我从来没有想过，没有了你们的日子我要怎么过。。
从去年年中到现在。。我们都活在痛苦当中。。每天都希望能看到你们回归的消息。。你们曾经说过。。ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH。。甚至把它纹在了身上。。目的就是要我们相信你们。。
我们都知道。。痛苦的不只是我们。。你们也一样。。去年的MAMA 2009。。你们得到了THE BEST STAR OF ASIA。。但就只有三只去领奖。。看见你们强忍着没事。。伪装微笑着跟仙后们说谢谢。。我心很痛。。真的很痛。。
金在中。。你那句。。“我想对仙后们。。还有现在在看电视的两位朋友。。又或者是以后会看到的两位朋友说。。我爱你们。。。”
我再也无法忍受了。。泪水劈里啪啦地流了出来。。。
之后。。你们在韩国的消息也少得很。。在日本发行的单曲和专辑。。不是破记录就是扫下各个排行榜的冠军。。我们真的感到很骄傲。。。
约定好的BREAK OUT！的销售要破50万的记录。。销售量也将近目标了。。但在MV里。。你们并没有一幕是有完整的五只出现的。。
知道TOKI WO TOMETE。。你们五只站在一起。。我们真的很感动。。多么希望你们能一直这样下去。。站在一起。。仙后们在天上守护你们。。。
BEST COLLECTION 2010更不用说了。。挤下MJ的THIS IS IT。。在世界的销售榜上得第一。。我们是多么地自豪。。多么地骄傲。。
可是今天。。为什么会有那样的消息。。我真的很难过。。我哭了。。
心里有千言万语想要说出来。。心情很复杂。。突然觉得世界变黑暗了。。
没有了你们的日子我要怎么过。。。从来都不知道原来我可以哭成这样。。。
没有了你们。。我会变成迷失了的小孩。。生活没有了方向。。所有的仙后都会这样。。看见我们这样。。。你们忍心不来救我们么。。在黑暗中。。我们只希望能够捉紧你们的手。。要是你们不在。。我们宁愿永远都不会被救出来。。跌倒了撞伤了。。没关系。。至少我们是有希望地活着。。
红海是我们最终该回到的地方。。如果一切都消失了。。你们要我们怎么办。。

Anti东方神起的请看。。。

五只很辛苦的，只有仙后们知道他们很努力，努力到连命都不要，那些骂他们的人们根本不了解他们，希望你看了这篇能够了解。

讨厌允浩的人，请看这个：
允浩，这个出生在全罗道光州的男孩，在节目或电视上看，他很有魅力，很阳光，可是，06年的下毒事件，使得他不相信任何人，他想把自己变成万能，什么事都能做，让仙后为他的努力感到骄傲，可是他太不爱惜自己的身体，从04年到现在，他大大小小的病不断，为了给仙后们一个完美的演出，他在受伤时毅然决然的拆掉了绷带，没有观众知道他的痛……要知道，他伤的是脊椎，一不小心就会残废，可他却笑着和仙后说：我不痛，你们最重要……

他们不知道06年MKMF俊秀为了我们练舞练到脱水还坚持上台；
讨厌俊秀的，请看这里：
俊秀，他的家境很好，母亲是韩国小姐出身，爸爸现在经营着一家披萨店，可是他不是一个坐吃山空的富家子弟，为了梦想，他也去了SM公司面试，出色的歌喉人他一举成功当选练习生．可是3年的变声期埋没了他，他在公司足足练习了7年，成为了公司里的老将，他经常说自己克里斯马，可是却把自己弄得很可爱，发自内心的可爱。”恩康康康”，是他独特的笑声，让听的人觉得很可爱．公司给他的定位是性感，可是他自己在镜头前”不小心”弄了个可爱的造型，从此，他踏上了可爱的不归路．没人相信爱笑的他也会痛苦，他的痛苦都埋在心里，待在日本这个国家时，还不会日语的他只能把自己锁在房间里，得了暂时的抑郁症，这个人，更是个傻瓜，是个可爱的傻瓜……　
　　　　　
他们不知道在中在没出道时的心酸，在面临亲生领养父母面前的无奈，在他练舞时导致腿受伤动了手术还没到24小时他却忍着痛继续坐着轮椅上台忍着疼痛微笑着告诉仙后他没事别但心。
讨厌在中的人，请看这个：
这个有着八个姐姐的男孩，在小小的年纪时，为了追求梦想，去了首尔，在练习生时，他为了继续待在公司完成他的梦想，四处打工，在餐厅打工时，他太饿了，为了完成梦想，他喝下了客人们剩下的汤．．．被想利用他的前女友骗了，在雪地里待了5个小时，却还说她很善良，是个好女孩，他很抽，虽然在别人看来他很冷，却经常做些抽风的事，在面对当年抛弃他的亲生母亲时，他哭了，却不怪他母亲，在06年MKMF上获奖时，他哽咽着努力忍住想哭的冲动，说了感谢他母亲的话，他也是个傻瓜……　　　

在面临亲生领养父母面前的无奈；他们不知道有天这个爱哭的宝宝是怎么为了弟弟努力；
讨厌有天的，请看这里：
他的父母在他小的时候就离婚了，他和弟弟生活在一起，对他来说弟弟是他最重要的人，他送了他弟弟很多东西，他弟弟送他的手链他一直不肯摘下，当有人问起这条手链时，他骄傲的说是他弟弟送的，脸上洋溢着幸福的笑容，他很爱哭，在04年换员风波时的舞台上，他以为这是东方神起最后一次公演，在台上哭得乱七八糟．从小缺少父母关爱的他，最重要的人是弟弟和成员们．昌珉说过：有天哥不能乱碰，不小心可能会碎掉，是什么原因会让人这样形容他，只能说明他真的太容易受伤，这个善良感性的爱哭鬼……

他们更不知道才16岁的昌珉因为不想和同公司的女艺人传诽闻而被打到进医院；
讨厌昌珉的人，请看这里：
他1988年出生在首尔，很小的年纪就当了公司的练习生，为了不和同公司的艺人传诽闻，被打得异常严重，第二天是绑着绷带演出的，才20岁的他，行为和语言都比一般的同领人成熟，按他自己的话是不太活泼，成员们却说他很消极．在去公司面试时看到了演员韩佳人，从此喜欢上她．得知她结婚的消息时，抱着笔记本电脑哭，把桌面换成了罗密欧与茱丽叶的女主角，可是过了一个月，桌面又换成了韩佳人．真是个纯真的男孩．爱吃东西，一天能吃4，5顿他笑着说自己正在长身体．已经189的他个子还在增长当中，为了成员们可以付出一切人……他们很努力，为了仙后很努力变成万能，可这种万能却几乎快要了他们的命． 　　

这五个人，他们很爱仙后，却不用言语表示，总是用行动让仙后感动的泪流满面，我不了解你们anti他们的理由，或许你们看了这段话还是很讨厌他们，我没权利干涉你们，但我希望你们别伤害他们，他们很脆弱，比你们想象中脆弱很多，他们很善良，就算知道你们anti他们，还是会原谅你们，你们如果有危险，他们会救你，不会因为你是谁而救，他们就是这种人，这种善良的笨蛋……这些话，纵使很多人对此不以为然，可我还是要说出来……

这是我在FB转载的。。说得对。。在舞台上他们是那么地华丽。。他们总是为了仙后们，很努力地完成每一场演出。。他们总是那么地爱仙后。。
他们真的很善良，上次允浩喝下一个女生给他喝的有毒饮料，他痛苦万分，但却亲自到警察局去要求警方释放那个女生。。
他们总是很努力，他们不喜欢看见仙后被骂。。所以不管他们再怎么辛苦，练习时受过多少伤，他们还是会笑着的跟仙后说没事。。
这一切的一切，你们知道么？
他们像天使般地善良。。要是有一天，他们看见你们有难了，即使你们不是仙后，即使你们憎恨他们，他们也会救你们。。
舞台上的他们总是那么地风光。。说一句东方神起有谁不认识？但他们在背后所付出的一切有谁能够了解？
这一切。。仙后们看在眼里。。痛在心里。。就算你们真的不喜欢他们，没关系，但请不要伤害他们。。他们受伤了，仙后们绝对不会坐视不理。。
如果你们什么都不懂，就请不要随便做出一些会伤害他们的事。。因为他们很脆弱。。。

被我骗的，对不起。。但我很开心！哈哈哈！

啦啦啦啦啦啦～～～假期了！哈哈。。。连续三天不用上课！拍手拍手！
话说，昨天是愚人节。。在学校hor，我被那个人骗了，气死我！晚上在家上网时，就想着一定要骗骗我的朋友。。结果我就发了一封信息给他们。。
"You stupid dude go tell her for wat?disappointed on you!go die lar!"
就这封，我发给了Tracy,Li Mun,Emily Janet,Jing Wen~本来还想再发送给其它人的，不过就想说再想别的来作弄他们。。
好了。。于是我就先发给了五个人～结果！哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
要看他们的reply么？哈哈哈。。。
Li Mun:"OMG!wat happened?"
Janet:''Huh?wat happened?tell who?"
Emily:"Wat did i tell her?"
还有一个更笨！Jing Wen还打过来问我什么事！哈哈。。。爽到～～～
唉～不过就只有那么一个！Tracy Wong!你酱聪明做么？哈哈哈。。。
总之昨天就真的很好笑啦。。
不过晚上online时，那个笨蛋竟然作弄我！气死我了啦！！！
不过其实我也没生气他啦，只是他在msn上一直收不到我的回复，以为我生气了，这样也好！谁叫他那么空骗我！
对了～先跟你们说，要是你们在msn跟我chat时，超过三分钟没有收到我的回复，就跟我说。。但如果我还是一样没有回复你，就证明我还是没有收到你们的信息。。因为我的msn有问题。。本来想要下载新的，但我现在用的就是最新的那个版本了，结果一直安装不到～唉。。。
如果没收到我的回复，pm我也行。。因为通常我收到别人的信息时，就会立刻回复，不会等超过5分钟～但如果你们看到我放away。。就代表我真的是away了。。放busy就代表我还在，所以还是会回复你的～
讲了酱多，明白么？哈哈。。
最近在看Hello Baby。。朋友说好看。。结果我自己也觉得不错。。Yoogeun很可爱～不过啊，韩国节目都很不错，我很喜欢，大家有空可以看看！^^

My special one's...

hey sweetiesss...
i'm using english to write this post~coz its something regarding to us and i know some of you cant read chinese..so ya~read it=)
i dun know what you all think of me..that things that had just happened last time causes some changes between us..you all know rite?me and the XXX...
okay~i'll post out what is on my mind right now words by words...
that day..i was chatting with Emily..then she said that.."you looked happier with them.."
Emily~what i want to tell you is..ya~i'm happy to be with them..but you and Janet they are actually the same also..i still remember what i said before..i wont be changed..you guys are still my best frens that i hope i can laugh with..although in skul i seldom talk to you all dy..but then ya..i miss that time that we were together..same goes to Pui Yen they all..i still remember how funny her jokes were..ya..i din't forget you all..as i'm still looking for the suitable to talk to you all like last time...so if you all see me in skul talking and playing so happily with Tracy they all..dun think like this~"oh~you see Jing Yee..she is much much happier right now~maybe she has forgotten us..."i din't..same goes to Janet..Pui Yen..i miss you all...T_T
words to Tracy,Chee,Xin Yi,Weng Yee~four of you really make me laughing sososo hard everyday..i dun know why the other ppl still can tahan us when we are talking and laughing sososo loudly~haha...nowadays i know more and more about your guys' secrets dy..haha..i dun know what do you all think of me..but ya..thx for trusting me as your fren..i'm really glad to know you all..i'm sure that in these two years..we are going to have lots of the best memories in our lifes..rite?hehe..you guys always listening to my problems..and help me to solve it..what i want to say is..erm..a big thank you to you all from the deepest of my heart..i appreciate you all very much...
and now..to ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL of you..EMILY..JANET..PUI YEN..FLORENCE..JING WEN..HUI CHEE..TRACY..XIN YI..WENG YEE..LI MUN..LI TENG..ya..ALL OF YOU~you all may be not the only frens that i have..but you all will always be the special one's in my life..i'm so happy to be with you all..i can always laugh till so loud in front of you all without any images..haha..i can always tell you all my secrets..as i know..you all are the true friends i have..thx for everything okay?love you all:)

我喊！！！！！！

嘿嘿嘿～太久没有update了。。对不起啊～前阵子都很忙。。。
好吧，之前说的SJ演唱会的照片就在今天上传好了。。不过其实我也没去那场演唱会，所以照片也是从朋友那里得来的。。而且我真的有点懒耶。。就上传几张好了。。。

这是奎贤的自拍照，我看到时也很惊讶。。是哪位粉丝那么幸运啊？呵呵。。


这就是传说中的蓝海～真的蛮漂亮的，不过我觉得蓝色的部分不够多。。要不然就会更壮观了～呵呵。。

东海东海～^^

十次元希澈！哈哈。。。
好了，就这几张吧～恭喜SJ的演唱会成功！拍手拍手！
说到演唱会，我家的浩子也在韩国开了MJ的纪念演唱会！就前几天啊。。。27和28号！
27号晚上，仙后们陆陆续续上传了演唱会的照片和视频。。我看了之后，真的很想呐喊！！！但却一直忍着，因为那时已经是很夜了，要是我尖叫的话，会把家人给吓醒～哈哈。。大家看看照片吧～






很帅对不对？哈哈。。要看视频的记得去youtube看。。准备高分贝地尖叫吧～呵呵。。
这是他在韩国的演唱会。。在六月，郑队长还会在英国开另外一场的MJ纪念演唱会，到时他将会和曾经跟过MJ合作的乐手合作，还有BEYONCE等等的艺人～
而且，郑允浩郑队长还是唯一一位受邀出席参与这场演唱会的亚洲艺人！
浩子！！！你加油啊！！！你是全亚洲的骄傲！！！把神起和仙后推向世界的最高蜂吧！！！神起最高！！！仙后最高！！！




这是红海！！红色是神起和仙后的代表颜色！！红海在神起的演唱会上是一定会看见的！！神起官方网站的粉丝共有80万～是最大的粉丝团！！这已被记录在很多世界的记录里！！这也只是已经注册了的仙后的而已。。仙后们散布在世界各地。。要是全部都加起来。。数目会更惊人！！！一定远远地超过100万！！！
我说啊～神起啊，仙后啊～我们破过多少记录了啊？呵呵。。。就今天而已，在allkpop里又有神起破记录的消息了～toki wo tomete的single在日本最有名的Oricon chart里得第一！！而且同一时间，TVXQ Non-stop Vol 2 也在album chart里得了第三！！继十五年前，Mariah Carey创下了记录外，这次是第一次有人能打破到她的记录，专辑和单曲同时在single chart和album chart里占据TOP 3的位置！！要是只算男艺人，继三十多年前到现在，神起是唯一能打破记录的男艺人！！
呵呵。。真的很高兴！！不过啊～神起打破记录，就像是家常便饭的事。。从我开始喜欢上神起到今天为止，不知道听过多少神起打破世界记录的事了～呵呵。。。加油啊神起！！！
OPPA & CASSIOPEIA~SARANGHAMIDA!!!

中四的第一次！刺激！！！

今天在学校，很多考卷都派回来了。。最最最夸张的是Add Math!天啊～～
连老师都说：“我说过希望你们一半以上的人能够及格，但只有两巴仙而已。。看来我太高估你们了～”
哈哈。。老师啊～你的确高估了！第一次考Add Math。。拿到几分是很正常的事，大家认同么？我拿到考试纸时，比我预计的高了一点点。。虽然真的很差很差，但我很好奇那些分数是从那来的～
哈哈。。。好吧，过了明天，星期六就出去了！好吧～我们一起去庆祝哈～
要砰杯噢！呵呵。。
还有还有，今天啊，在学校我跟Tracy无意间聊到Pub。。结果Tracy就说：“对！讲到Pub!静怡我们找一天去Club!”
我说Tracy啊～你是要教坏我是吧？我很乖的叻～（怀疑-ing)
然后啊，我就叫Tracy假假问下欣怡，结果！
她说：“Club?Club?好好好～”
哈哈哈。。。你们两个不愧是好姐妹嘛～但不要教坏还是小孩子的我！
好啦，我知道没人会信～呵呵。。。
先下线了，明天会上传SJ演唱会的照片上来～

时间快点过好么？

很忙啊很忙啊～～～～～～～～～
超讨厌考试啦！！！今天考了add math和chemistry。。。
唉，add math就不说了。。。生平第一次对我最喜爱的数字感到那么的陌生！算了吧～
至于chemistry。。。算是还好啦。。。
没心情想考试的东西了，只希望这度秒如年的日子赶快过去～我要玩电脑嘛。。。而且是严重地中了毒。。。
好好好。。明天就是考试的最后一天了。。有biology和moral～
大家为我祈祷～金在中，郑允浩，金俊秀，朴有天，沈昌珉。。。统统为我祈祷～
最近有太多太多事情想要和你们分享啦。。就等明天好么？
再让我嗑完今天的书，明天我就得空了～
SJ的演唱会等等等等。。。大家就期待明天吧^^
好了。。要下线了，要温习功课了。。再见吧各位～

今晚我们一起SORRY SORRY~

啊～～～～今天就是3月20号了，大家都很兴奋对不对？
距离待会的7点钟还有几个小时而已！不过啊，我想现在那里都已经挤满人了，因为从四点到七点，之前订购了应援的亲古可以到Stadium的门口去索取应援。。然后7点演唱会就开始啦！
很兴奋对不对？不过呢，演唱会也开始得太早了吧？
昨天我上完钢琴课回家时，看看电话，已经七点多了，不过天还没暗耶～
不过大家最重要就是玩得尽兴啦～传说中的蓝海，等下就会出现了！
昨天看了报纸，票都卖光光了！而且啊，我很肯定等下出席的不只是大马的妖精而已，韩国的、泰国的、中国的。。。。。。。哈哈哈～
不过啊，说到底，等下我也不会去，因为没人陪，fb的确有很多朋友去，可是很奇怪hor，平时在学校很迷SJ的都没去叻～我汗。。。＝＝'''
算了吧，我的心还是属于红海的，我就乖乖等男人们来好了！呵呵。。。
与其花RM400去买一张票，倒不如我省回来败神起的周边～毕竟对于购买神起的专辑我是绝对不会手软的！哈哈哈。。
最后呢，还是要大大声地宣布一下：“我家的在在确定出演日剧了！”
对对对！这部电视剧叫无法坦诚相对。。
看看照片吧～

金小在！我真的很期待你这部剧！oppa~gambateh!
还有还有，老小你的牧场也应该上映了吧～呵呵呵。。总而言之，你们的作品我都很期待！还有，在在！你的天国呢？呵呵。。
郑队长啊郑队长，我们真的很替你感到骄傲！六月中的MJ Concert~你要好好准备，让全世界都知道你是东方神起的郑允浩郑队长吧！不过，拜托你一定要好好的照顾身体啊～别让我们担心了～^^
再送上一张照片吧～

很诱惑吧？呵呵。。。
最后的最后，希望SS2会圆满地结束！我说啊，虽然我不是妖精，不过也请你们一定要记得大马有那么一班忠心的ELF在支持你们啊～呵呵。。。

Hey!BITCHES!look here!!!

Kays~
if you guys dislike my posts..just get lost from here!
i'll not becoz you all dislike it and so i have to change myself!
dun think that if you dislike it and simply comment and say that you dislike me this and that so i have to apologize to you guys one by one!
this is my blog and if you guys hate it just get lost from here okay?
THANK YOU very much!

未来的日子，我们一起携手走过。。。

哇咔咔咔咔～请允许我这样笑，因为我真的太开心了啦！
就刚刚啊，在上网时，一位邮差叔叔就拿了Mirocon给我，真的超开心的!^^
Kamsahamida^^
好了好了，大家看看照片吧～

Mirocon!!!就是神起在首尔的Mirotic演唱会DVD！！！

这就是里面藏着的“内容”啦～有三张DVD，两张是演唱会的，一张是神起的Dating On Earth!一本photobook和五张book makers!
下面的就是之前买过的^^

这是神起相隔一年七个月回归的四辑，Mirotic!这是C版的，在国内买的，不是韩版。。其实啊，我也想收集A版和B版的～看看先哈，毕竟最近缺钱啊～可怜。。。

这也是Mirotic的，不过这是2CD而已，我买的时候以为是DVD，结果回家要看的时候才发现那里写CD！很好笑hor?不过不用紧啦，反正DVD的我也买了！^^

神起的日语专辑THE SECRET CODE！我没有打开，因为啊，里面的壳有点破了，所以会有点麻烦。。不过啊，我拿到了郑先生的杯垫！^^
ALL ABOUT TVXQ 3!!!我有两套，这是超超超好看的，他们都很好笑噢！还有啊还有啊，里面有六张DVD，除了有神起去塞班岛的录影，还有一些神起登台表演的片段噢～^^

神起的AA3 making book~也是就要另我破产的书，为什么？看看下一张照片就知道了！

尖叫吧！！！是神起的亲笔签名！！！当我拿到时，我也尖叫了很久！！！呵呵。。。
好了，接下来就要等BREAK OUT，ANAN杂志和BEST COLLECTION 2010了！还有还有，我就要订购神起的Tokiwotomete的单曲了，还有很多很多啦，像是Non-stop Vol 1&2，Final in Tokyo Dome，The One等等～看吧～我怎么可能不破产？不过，为了他们，无所谓了！^^
接下来，给你看看我家男人的照片！！！准备好再次尖叫吧！！！




帅不帅？这是我家的郑允浩郑队长没错！呵呵。。我说啊，豆包，你可以再帅一点没关系！呵呵。。。
他会是下一个Micheal Jackson！！！因为啊，他将会向MJ致敬，以Micheal Jackson的身份做一场演出！！

看到了么？呵呵呵。。我说啊，郑队长，你要加油噢，我们会在这里支持你，相信你会再创造奇迹的！！！加油加油！！！
另外啊，刚刚在看Mirotic演唱会的DVD时，听到神起说你们永远都爱仙后们，我的眼眶顿时就湿了，我真的很想念你们！
每一次演唱会的开始都是美好的，过程总是开心的，能那么近地看到你们，跟你们一起唱、一起跳、一起喊、一起笑、一起哭，这都是如此地珍贵的，到了结束时，你们总是和其它的舞者一起向仙后90度地鞠躬～
每一次的结束都是你们和我们约定下一次的时候，期间等待的时间，我们知道你们很努力地做好自己，准备好下一次的演出，而我们也会不断地为你们加油，为你们祈祷。。。
这次等待的时间是有点长，可是我们仍然都在着守候着你们，而我们也相信你们在很努力地充实着自己！加油神起！！
我们约定下次再见。。。

我严重地爱上了旅行！！！

亲爱的亲爱的，对不起对不起对不起！我也知道我太该死了，那么久还没上传我在巴厘岛旅行的照片，因为啊，我有很多照片在我姑姑的相机里，所以要等她传了给我，我才能上传给你们啊～～～

话说那天啊，我放学回家，看到我妈妈坐在客厅里，我就问她在干嘛。。她说：“Daddy讲要带我们去旅行。。”听到我兴奋到～～～～～～呵呵。。

可是大家别误会噢，上次去巴厘岛是跟姑姑和公公他们去的，这次就不同啦，可以跟家人一起去～^^

原本以为他们只是会去热浪岛啊，还是什么的，反正就是在国内就对了，怎知道当我问妈咪：“去哪里？”她就很爽快地跟我说：“去澳门～”

澳门？香港耶～我没听错吧？呵呵。。。

结果晚上daddy做工回来了，我们就坐在客厅里一直讨论说要去哪里。。。

结果我就说：“去澳门？酱多人～～～～去看人咩？而且做什么都要赶赶赶的，可以去一些比较有特色的国家吗？”

我爸他就讲：“酱你要去那里？我带你去澳洲～～～”

我第一时间说好好好！！！可是我还是比较想去韩国和日本嘛～～～等我撞下韩星又或者是一班仙后嘛～～～呵呵。。。

不过他说妈咪之前去过了，我汗。。。。。=='''''

唉～算了。。。结果我爸更夸张：“我带你去北海道要么？”

北海道？？？？？我喊到超大声的！北海道？？？？？我没听错吧？

结果他就说：“对对对，日本的北海道！”

哇～老爸，你很有钱一下！

结果！！结果！！知道他说什么吗？

他说：“嗯，我带你去，一人一千（因为有优惠)，四人就四千～“
我说：“哦，你很爽快一下嘛～”
他说：“自己付自己的啊～”

气到我～～～～～～～～啊不过，他也是开玩笑的啦，他说带我们去看樱花。。哇咔咔。。

不过啊，到现在都还没确定好要去那里，后来又改去台湾了。。其实我也蛮赞成的，可是四月妈咪又要跟她朋友去了。。所以还是个未知数啦～

我会吵到他们去的，你们答应过就最好给我遵守！

知道么？我弟一个人就足以对付你们了～呵呵。。。

对了！明天是他的生日，噢不，我应该说今天，因为已经过了十二点，最近上网常常不知不觉就到了半夜，我是超超超喜欢夜晚的寂静的，一点杂声都没有的晚上，我觉得很自在～呵呵。。
好了，今天就写到这里吧，弟弟啊～生日快乐噢，要跟你说声对不起，因为啊，我这个当姐姐的，每次都弄到你哭哭啼啼的，但你还是一样地疼我，我也是一样爱你的！记得以后一定要健健康康，快快乐乐地长大噢，我永远都会在这里陪伴你成长，不管以后有什么不开心，我都会在这里～^^

The 'GHOST' scared me!

hey all sweetiesss...
after all and all..i'm finally back!
the expected holidays has came..so we should just enjoy it..rite?
yesterday rite...omg!
it was so terrible!
as you all know we are all studying and studying for the stupid exam rite..then i slept on 2 am on thursday and woke up on 5am..
lack of sleep!!
nvm..then on friday nite..got too much things to update..so i was surfing the net though i was so freaking tired!
then too boring ma..i watched 2012..but so damn sleepy..and i just fall sleep..
but!!
suddenly someone touched me!
i opened my eyes and saw two stupid ppl were standing there!
LOL!!!
it was my dad and mum!
i was still blur ma..just opened my eyes then saw two ppl there!i thought it was ghost!and they scared me!
i was like jumping up from the sofa...hahahaha!
then my dad said:"go sleep go sleep.."
i was like..."huh...k~"
then today i ask my dad why they were there?
then he pandai pandai answered me:"coz your bro has to eat medicine and we stand there coz we wanted to see you sleep~"
LOL!!!urgh~~~~~~~~~><
i totally speechless..
oh ya!the pics of Bali rite..i will update it later k?
so see ya^^

Still Alive!^^

hey sweetiesssss...sorry for not updating my dead blog for sososo long~
and i should say SORRY again coz i think my blog will not be updated for the following 2 weeks...
i have to study for the coming exam and now i'm doing the stupid chinese folio...today only i notice that i havent done it!
LOL!
just take my rest time and let you all know that ME and MY BLOG are STILL ALIVE!
the pics of the Bali trip will be uploaded after the march exam~
will miss you all and take care:)

第一次在部落格的倾诉！！！

大家午安啊～我知道这样的问候很好笑。。。呵呵～
有点开始爱上用华文写部落格了，看不明白的，还是那句：“请绕道。。。”
刚刚去了牙医诊所回来，气到～～～～
算了，反正他们就只能用一个字来形容：“笨！！！！”
明天就要出国了，但我什么也还没收拾！！天啊～～～～
今天是最后一天能够上网了，在那里的五天，没得上网，我也不知道要怎么熬过，所以今天一定要上到够为止！！！
突然想到了一句话：“别人不跟你吵，不是因为你做的事都是对的，别人只是懒得跟你吵下去，又或者是给你好下台，免得别人把自己当成是小丑一样来看待。”（我并没有歧视小丑，只是小丑们都有跟自己不一样的身份，我把小丑来形容“他们”就是说“他们”都在演戏，大家不要误会。。。)
有时候真的很无语，不明白为什么一定要装到很无辜的样子，拜托～你又不是受害者，扮什么无辜啊？！想哭么？想告诉别人你被欺负？
别人嘴巴就在安慰你，转过头只会笑你白痴而已！别人一直在忍受你，拜托你就不要得寸进尺！当他们一个一个离开你的时候，你就会发现原来自己什么都不是！！

算了，讲那么多干嘛？浪费我部落格的位子！要对付你，办法我多的是，你再惹我看看啊～看你也不敢吧！我等着看好戏而已，总会有第二个人，忍不住站出来的！
奉劝你一句：“回头是岸！”不过也算了吧，这种人也没得救了！
今天的内容火气太大了，朋友们都听过太多我的不满了吧？
不满的，也不止我一个吧？呵呵。。。

Tired and Busy~~~

hey sweetiessss~

din update my blog for a few days dy...

so how's ya?

i was so tired the pass few days...

and now i'm doing my homeworks...

urgh~~~~~~

tml got skul...have to give the letter to Madam Yong...not the ppl!

ish~~~~

btw...i haven't packed up my luggage...

maybe later la...wait till i have done my stupid homewoks first...

i'll update my blog again once i am free:)

so ya...c ya^^

bye...

BEST COLLECTION 2010^^

"Three of TVXQ's members in Korea are still in a dispute with their company, while in Japan, they have once again proven that they are Asia's best.Oricon Chart news reported on the 23rd that TVXQ's "BEST SELECTION 2010" has sold 413,000 copies, and that it took the top spot in the March Oricon Monthly Chart; this is the highest record for a foreign group. The record was previously set by Bon Jovi's "These Days" which was released in June 1995 with 379,000 copies sold. From the 17th of February, the local sales of "BEST SELECTION 2010" came to a total of more than 200,000. From this, we can see how they took first place consecutively for days, and after a week created the record of selling more than 400,000 copies. After their debut in Japan last April 2005, this is the first time they claimed the top spot through an album, and not a single; of course, they were also the first Korean boy band to do so. Up until now, the best album chart ranking was their 4th Japanese album "The Secret Code" last March.
Oricon stated that, "Just like last year's total album sales got the good result of 'BEST 3' in the charts, the TVXQ who soared high in 2009 were chosen to be models for the cover page of women's magazine 'JJ.' Their popularity cannot be stopped," and more comments like these.
This album is a collection of the members' chosen songs; the CD+DVD version includes 11 songs' PVs. The 2CD+DVD version is a compilation if the members' handpicked songs, new song "Tokiwo Tomete," public download limited song "Endlessly Sweet," and the theme song of this year's movie to be released in September, "With All My Heart." "Endlessly Sweet" and a mix of currently hot song "TVXQ NONSTOP-MIX VOL. 2" will be meeting everyone shortly.
On the other hand, this time's "BEST SELECTION 2010" will be released in Korea on the 5th of March; album stakeholders are concerned about the result because it's difficult nowadays to sell CDs in Korea. In 2008, the official 4th Korean album "MIROTIC" exceeded 500,000 copies in Korea, being hailed as the top-selling album for that year."
this is the message that i received from one of the cassies...
i'm sosososososo proud of them~
their BEST COLLECTION 2010 is currently the best sell in the WORLD chart!
yes~even myself also wonder how good the result in Korea will be~
since i know they can do very well...it will be another history in Korea music industry:)
erm...not to say that other singers' albums are not successful enough...but TVXQ will be the best ever!
even the Japan boy group NEWS also afraid of them...coz they are actually releasing a new single soon...but they have delayed the date...its just because of TVXQ is releasing a new single the same day...lol...
wat i want to say is...erm...they have made a wise desicion for delaying the date:)

It All S*CK!

hey~sweetiessssss^^
just came back from skul~staying back in skul for no reason!><
actually i was suppose to go to eng lit today...but then Jing Wen din go~so... as a 'fren'...i should teman her~~~zzz...haha(wat a lame reason!)
anyway...i'm just too tired and sleepy today~urgh...
expecting for my dinner later~hehe^^
pics will be uploaded by tonight if i do capture it~wakaka...
btw...exam is coming!i just dun understand why it cant be done BEFORE holidays!holidays is for us to enjoy de k?
lol...but i think if exam starts earlier...i'm also not be able to take ...
so stressful ah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
exam is coming~homeworks are all 'coming'~
wat else?
hope to get some 'gud news' soon~
gtg now~c ya...later^^

我们一直都在～

今天在用华语在写部落格～
看不明白的，请绕道，或者学好华文再来看吧～呵呵。。。
看得明白的，可能你会被感动，又或者无动于衷，不过都不重要，反正这是我自己的心声。。。
刚刚看了中国仙后留给神起宝贝们的留言～心里又是一度的难过，眼前的字越看越模糊，只因为眼眶已布满了泪水～T_T
看到神起这个字，或许有些朋友会说。。。啊～又在说她的神起了。。。
是啊。。。是神起～是无时无刻都会令我感到骄傲的东方神起～
我想其他的仙后都和我一样，只要一提到神起，总是会有说不完的话题～～～
不知不觉，自己加入了仙后座这个大家庭，已有三年的时间了～
我知道很迟，甚至很后悔为什么在他们出道的三年后才爱上他们。。。
那之前的三年。。。我都在做什么？
反正都已经过去了，我要珍惜的。。。是现在和未来～
对！男人啊～你们的未来我都不会缺席！约好了！请不要忘记属于我们的承诺～
有多久了没有看到你们合体？有多久了没有看到你们发自内心的笑容？
我已经不记得了～
这日子真的很长～这日子真的很难过～泪流满面的日子，我已不记得自己到底是怎么熬过的～
是你们吧～我从你们的歌声得到力量～你们对我们许下的承诺，使我更相信你们，不管外界怎么说，我只相信你们说的，我只相信你们要我相信的！
不过，我很确定，就算没有你们的那翻话，我还是会那么地爱你们～因为。。。从我决定要成为你们家女人的那天开始，就没有想过要放弃和中途离弃。。。
你们已沾满了我的心，心里对你们无数的想念在大声地呐喊着～
我想念你们！我真的真的很想念你们！
不过。。。你们又何尝没尝试过这感受呢？
看到仙后难过，你们会更心痛。。。看到仙后在流眼泪，你们仍然勉强地对我们笑说：“我们真的没事。。。谢谢大家的支持。。。我爱你们。。。”
你们为我们做的，真的太多太多了～气自己为什么总是不能为你们付出多一点？
一句“我爱你”，看似那么简单的三个字。。。但我们都知道，这句话出自你们的口中是多么的真诚，多么的安慰。。。因为每当你们出现的地方，都会有仙后的踪迹和出现红色的海洋～
可能有时我们自私占据你们的日常生活太多了～对不起。。。宝贝们。。。对不起～这只因你们的每一举，每一动，对我们来说都是那样的宝贵～
真羡慕韩国和日本的仙后啊～因为你们的距离是那样的靠近。。。
我承诺以后一定会到那里去～去看你们的演唱会、败你们的周边、和其他仙后做应援、喊你们的名字直到沙声为止！
虽然现在感觉跟你们的距离很远很远，但自己会不时地仰望天空，心想：“啊～神起也在看同一样的太阳，同一样的月亮吧？”
呵呵～这又让我感觉到我们之间的距离拉近了～
有些人或许会想说。。。东方神起不是只有外貌么？
就连我表妹也对我说：“我才没有那么的肤浅～”
听到那些话，自己真的很生气！什么嘛？！没看过神起的live，听过神起的acapella和完美的和声，请不要乱下评论！
不过日子久了，再听到这些冷言冷语时，我只会说：“他们是最棒的～去看看他们的现场，听听他们的歌曲！”
呵呵～自己为什么要为了那些人那么生气呢？至少我所认识的，就算真的对神起不怎么感兴趣，都就绝对不会说神起是没实力的那些话～
神起啊～我真的很庆幸自己是你们家的一份子，是你们让我体会到更幸福，是你们剥夺了我有孤单的权力～因为有你们陪伴，自己已经忘了什么是寂寞，什么是孤单～
未来的每一天，就让我们携手地走过，哪怕是艰辛的，只要能和你们一起笑，一起哭，我们就是最幸福的了～
记得我们之间的约定，只要我们渡过了上天给我们这暴风雨般的考验，明天我们就能看绚丽的彩虹～
期待我们再一起发自内心笑地日子吧～我们要一直爱下去～

Rubbish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today is a worst day for me!><
i lazy to post out what had happened today~
so...i will just make a 'conclusion' of today~
today=i went to police station TWICE!
why???=coz the two stupid dumb indian ppl took a knife and intimidated my mum to give them money!
it was so unbelievable that this had just happened to my family!
somemore i wasn't at home that time....so...its lucky for me or..??
ah~i dun know~
but luckily all they wanted was just the money~
and thank GOD~my family is fine:)

Time With Them^^

yesterday hor...i went to IOI with my sweetiessss they all~
actually we wanted to go ktv de ma...but then we already went there on wednesday...and it was very expansive...dun want to waste money dy...
so we went to watch movie~Percy Jackson & The Lightning Theif~
its ok...but Avatar is nicer:)
i know i shouldn't be comparing both of it...but ya~Avatar is just so awesome!
2012 also haven't watched...haiz...my dad la...he took the dvd to his office dy...how pandai he was!
nvm...
yesterday was Kim Yen's birthday...i din go to her party ma...so i just called her la~
then i said Happy Birthday to her~and passed the phone to Mun and Teng...
then suddenly rite...i heard Kim Yen said:'EH!ppl de birthday you din give present also!'
somemore very serious de leh~swt==
i dun know she said that or not...coz she was in ktv and very noisy~but ya...it was something like that la...
ppl also din say dun want to give~haiz...misunderstand me!nvm...
then ar~me and Mun and Teng went to buy present to her...
we walked and walked and walked...we went into many shops to find a present JUST FOR HER!
but then like this one not suit that one tak ngam~
three of us spent almost 2 hours for choosing a present to her~
then we were really tired dy...so went to MCD and rest...
then we walked again...
three of us were like complaning~haha...
it was the first time we spent sososo long for buying a present to a ppl~
Teng said:'a ppl that is.........'
haha~then finally done!
7p.m. dy...you count har...from 4.30p.m till 7p.m....we were walking up and down for buying a present to her!
nvm~
then have to go back dy ma...my dad was at ESSO there...swt...
one at East another one at West!
then Mun and Teng's bro fetched me go~thx:)
yesterday was kinda fun also~
and the boring skul life is starting~although i dun want to admit it...haha...lol...but its really starting...
after one week then i'm going to Bali dy...Bali~here i come!wakaka...
for almost one week...my exam ah~haiz...
gonna catch up dy~
i'll miss you all har^^
what you have to do is...just wait for me to come back and receive your present!^^
since you know i love you ma~sweetiesssssssssssssss...hehe...

The Time in SAISAKI~^^

today i went to SAISAKI...a japanese buffet restaurant...
i had a buffet dinner wit my family there...
there were lotssss of sushiiiisssssssssss!!!weeeee~~~~~
when i was taking the sushi ar...
i heard someone was talking korean...then i saw same of the korean there...
sososo damn close to them...somemore talking korean!wu~~~so lucky!:)
there got japanese foods...korean foods...thailand foods...and of coz our chinese foods la...
then we eat eat eat~~~talk talk talk~~~laugh laugh laugh~~~
here is the picsssss^^

erm...this is the cabbage kimchi which can always be seen in all those korean shows~its damn sour and spicy!but if you eat it second time then is ok~~and the korean snail....


my cousin...she called Dephanee^^so cute hor?
eyes damn big!jealous~~~~~~~~~~

she called Jie Xi...she damn smart!
the top 10 or 20 students in skul~!coming to Assunta!(er...maybe...haha...lol)

Dephanee's sis~she called Pearly^^


i din take much pics about the foods...coz that ppl said cannot take wo...
last time i went to JOGAYA with my mum also like that...but then last time i went there rite...when i was taking the pics...then the stuffs were looking at me...i was like...what the...then finally one stuff came to me and said cannot take pic de...
eh~elo!if cannot just tell la...haiz...lol...

my dessert!the jelly and cakes damn nice!^^but JOGAYA has MORE!!!

my 'fat fat' de cousin bro...he called Jeff:)

my grandpa and ma~:)



look at them~~~had a fun time there...hehe:)

erm...got salmon and other fishes steak:)
it was kinda nice dinner:)so ya...sweetiessssss~next time we go together k?hehe^^
more pics will be uploaded soon...coz i'm going out with Li Mun they all tml~
and ya!Kim Yen!Happy Birthday ya~so sorry that i'm not going to your birthday party...but i still want to wish you from the deepest of my heart~stay happy ya~forever~^^

WITH ALL MY HEART~

This year's CNY...ah~is hard to describe...
anyway...thx to my friends...
i trust you~so i told you my problems...i'm so thankful that i have someone to confide in...this is wat the true friend stand for...
listening to TVXQ's new song...WITH ALL MY HEART~
erm...when i listened to this song...i felt like crying...
i knew how much that i missed them...but who doesn't?
my heart is really pain...through their wonderful melody...
today i saw they received award in MAMA 2009...ah~got to see again how painful they were!
there are only three of them went to the music festival...actually i already watched this...but 8tv boardcasted again ma...so just watch...
saw they were pretending nothing only...but we all knew...
we felt super super sad and pained!
coz our hearts are connected together!
BEST COLLECTION 2010!i want to buy!
tml going out lu~hehe...
i want to collect ang pao to buy my album la~
c ya~nitess...

Not in a Relationship but Married~^^

hot hot hot!!!!!!
OMG~today is really hot!wearing singlet somemore~but still sweating!><

today is the first day of CNY~just now i went to my grandma's house ma...then we ate and sat there...
my uncles and aunties gave us the ang pao...then rite...after eating ar...we went down and watched tv ma...my mum and dad gave them the ang pao also...
one of my aunties already married de...but then my grandpa and uncles were still giving her and her husband ang pao...
when my mum wanted to gave her the ang pao rite...my grandma said'this year still have to give meh?'
my aunt said'who said no need?semua saya pun mahu!'
then my mum said'haha...hopefully next year no need to give dy...'
then ar...one of my aunties....single de...she was standing...then my grandma said...
'hopefully next year no need to give the one who is standing de...you know rite?the one who is standing de~'
haha...then i told my grandma that she got bf dy la...just guess~
then my dad suddenly told me'i guess you got bf also!'
OMG~~~zzz...
he said i hang out with friends many many times wo...
eh~i went there to buy clothes de ok?
zzz...then all of them was looking at me...swt==
then ar...we went back dy ma...in the car there rite...my mum said...
'eh~today is valentine's day leh!'
then i was like...'er...you din listened to what your husband said meh?if he sees me pak tuo with my bf then i know!'
haha...
i totally speechless~
mana ada bf?got husband only ma...
TVXQ~in Korea...we married dy ok?
next time bring them to see you!
i havent go bai nian leh...still online now!
nvm...later i'll go!i need money!
the 'SORRY SORRY' must be changed to 'MONEY MONEY'~
money money money money~naega naega naega~
haha...

I'm Back lu~~~

hey sweetiessssssssss~
sososo sorry for not updating my blog~ah~sorry~~~
finally CNY is here!!!!!yay!!!is time for me to get ang pao!
tml will be the first day of CNY!normally we will wake up so early then take bath and go to my grandma's house...so i think tml we will do what we have done before~
many of my friends are going back to kampung...but my kampung is here^^
hehe...so every year also stay in KL de...
but this year we are going to our friends' houses...then we go shopping!
er...actually is not shopping coz i think i'm not going to buy anything during the CNY...
i must save money for my album!
alright...its kinda late right now...got to go and sleep now...
save my energy for tml!^^
more pics will be uploaded~
c ya~nites^^

I Missed Yesterday And Expecting for tomorrow's!!!

yesterday i went to Sg Wang and Time Square with chee they all...
when i reached there dy rite...i called Tracy...i told her that i was at Sg Wang...then she said she was in I-SOCKS...then i went and find her...i asked many ppl where was the I-SOCKS...then they were like...huh?I-SOCKS pindah dy leh...
then i called them and bla bla bla...after finding them for half an hour...chee said they were in Time Square!lol!
nvm nvm...then i waited them at the entrance there...waited one hour dy...haiz...dun know what four of them were doing!used one hour walked to Sg Wang from Time Square!you teach me la...baby climbs also faster then them!XDXD...
we shop shop shop...we bought the clothes without testing it!
haha...cannot test also...nvm...we were like...oh!this nice!how much how much?okok!then pay and gao dim!
haha...
tracy was busying pak tuo with her bf la...so funny...her bf kept on asking her dun 38...haha...
then Jessie joined us...she brought one guy...like shy shy only...
them five of us went and take the pics...kinda nice...but kesian one of it din edited dao...nvm...its nice also...
then tracy went back dy...haiz...so early...
Jessie also went home dy...left three of us...
nvm...we just walked and walked and walked...then met chee de frens...so funny coz they went to Sunway...not Sg Wang...then only they came to Sg Wang...
we were really hungry!
we went to toilet bowl...
wa...so nice leh...really creactive!the theme was toilet!haha...
then we kept on talking and talking and talking...i sat with chee ma...you all know de la...how noisy she was!haha...
then the guy said...the ppl like me studying in PURE ART...
hahahahahaha!!!!!!
very very funny!!i laughed till so so so hard...but i dun know why chee was like nothing happens only...after 30 seconds only she started to laugh...i was like...
but i din care about her...coz i was still laughing!
kesian me...coz you know how chee laughed?was like...wahahahaha!!!!then starting to beat the table...then wahahaha!!!
haha...not only table leh!she beated the one who was sitting right beside of her!me!
ish...pained leh!something wrong with her...no one can stop her...
i dun know what the other customers think of us la...haiz...i dun want to sit with chee dy...
then we continued shopping...i bought a pair of shoes...
i wanted to buy the silk stockings...but too expensive dy...nvm la...i buy it in pasar malam...haha...
then they went back around 7 p.m....i called my dad...he said he was parking the car...they wanted to come and shopping...but then no car park ma...nvm la...we had our dinner...then went back to Time Square...then shop again!lol...
nvm...my mum brought me to the saloon ma...i cutted my fringe...coz it was too long dy...then actually he said no need to pay de ma...i was like kinda malu la if i dun pay...so i forced him ma...but!he asked the cashier to take RM25!omg!fringe only leh!RM25?haiz...my mum was really shocked...but tak de guna pun...haha...
then i bought another pair of shoes again!
wa...spent dy almost RM200!
ah~my money!!!!!i want to use it and buy TVXQ de album de leh!
but i can de la!i will order and pay it on time!
oh ya!!tomorrow!!!26/01!!!my Jaejoong de birthday!!!
SEUNGICHUKAHAMIDA JAEJOONG OPPA^^

I Keep Pray...Dun Forget...Baby We Keep The Faith...Eternally!

i keep pray...dun forget...baby we keep the faith...eternal...
BREAK OUT de lyrics!TVXQ's upcoming single Break Out is going to be released on 27th os January but...
USEN chart,Oricon’s Ninki Rating Chart,ameba!ya...TVXQ has already given No 1 on every chart!and Share The World also took the 1st place on the Annual Anime Theme Song Sales Chart!
congrats to our boys!^^
27th of January!4 more days!its a very important day for us...BREAK OUT will definitely write down a new page in music industry!^^

Friends Are Just Like This~

sorry for not updating my blog for many days...
finally i have privated my blog...since from that thing happened...i know i should private it...
friends...what do you think by the word 'friends'?
for me...it means caring...sharing...loving...understanding...
i appreciate all my friends very very much...
always sharing all my things with them...and of coz i hope they can share their things with me as well...
someone might say everyone has different opinions...ya...everyone is different...
but why some of them just pretend that nothing happens even though they dislike someone...
i accept my friends to tell me the truth...maybe i did something wrongly...but tell me if you found out my fault and mistakes...just tell me...i want friends to be honest...
there are too much for me to describe my feelings these few days...
i miss so much that time we were together...laughed together...making jokes together...
and i know we will not like last time anymore...
after thinking all and all...i cried...
thx for all my friends...for cheering me up...
someone said she cried after this happened...sorry for making you cried but i know all of us cannot be like last time dy...
but i am not going to change...i am still the one that you guys know...
i dun care about what others say...as my friends know the truth...and thx...coz they are still believing in me...
after today...everything is gonna to be changed...i will be stronger...
and my dear friends...i love you guys~

We Are Still Here~The TRUE CASSIES Are Still Here~

sorry for not updating my blog for a few days...
kinda boring now...no one to chat with...friends all offline dy...
and i am hungry!!!bring me go eat!!!
ah~gonna tidy up my room!
later or tomorrow...
20/01!Junsu's Mozart Musical!!!
i want to go la!!!!!!!!but hor...ticket all sold out dy...within 2 hours!!!(i guess so...but it was really fast!it may not be longer than 2 hours!)
Junsu!Good Show ya!^^
we support you!^^
Super Junior is coming dy!sorry sorry sorry sorry....
i want to go!i am not an E.L.F...but i just want to go!since there are some members that i like...
ok 20/03!at Bukit Jalil!Super Show 2!here i come!^^
still listening One...one of the song that could make my heart feels pain and cry...
we are still lighting up the Red Ocean...
we are still hoping for the good news...
we are still waiting for you guys...
we are still praying for you guys...
we are still cheering for you guys...
someday i will lay my love on you~the lyrics of the song...
but...we already layed our loves on you guys...since form six years ago...

BREAK OUT's MV released dy!!!

Break Out MV released dy!!!
OMG!
cool~cool~cool~
their Best Selection 2010 is going to be released in February!i wanna order dy!
haha...
well...i was quite tired these two days...
so if i din update my blog that means i am tired or busy doing all those homeworks!
form 4 is not an easy year...i have to be more harder...build up a strong foundation before i enter form 5~^^
the first Leo GM is on tomorrow!kinda expecting for it~^^

Don't Say Goodbye~

i miss you guys so so so so so much~ everytime when i listen to you guys' songs...i feel the pain... i miss you guys' melody~ just now i listened to One...i just want to hug you guys as tight as i can~ there is too much for me to express how much i miss you guys... my eyes were full of tears... when i saw these...

we are shining on you guys~

not all of the cassies around the world could attend to this concert...but what the cassies were singing there was what all of us thinking of...we are standing by you guys...

the song that sang by the cassies from different country...Yoochun oppa~you said you guys saw this rite?ya~don't say goodbye...we only love you guys~
You are my love~You are my soul~
Don't Say Goodbye~you are the only one for me~
Don't Say Goodbye~you are my everything to me~

Form 4...tired!

still online...11.40p.m. jor...
still got skul tomorrow leh~
ah~nvm...
i dun understand why are those people talking all the nonsenses!
making us angry and all...
well...i dun want to talk much about that...
oh ya...i am going to private my blog also...
kindly leave down your email in my shoutbox or just tell me la...
whatever you want to do also can unless you let me know you want to see my blog and i will invite you~please faster ya...i am going to private it soon dy~
ok...
gonna sleep la...
sweet dream ya^^

I Don't Care~e~e~e~e~e~

hey sweeties~^^
still sitting right in front of my computer...lol...
today's title...I Don't Care~e~e~e~e~e~...haha...is 2NE1 de song...I Don't Care~e~e~e~e~e~...I Don't Care~e~e~e~e~e~...Coz I Don't Care~e~e~e~e~e~...I Don't Care~e~e~e~e~e~...
just now hor...when i was working...the stupid customers made me really angry!
ish!!!
their attitudes hor...really...!
they were like dun want to answer my questions...ok la!dun eat la!
go to the next stall as we are not just earning your money!
i am fine with that ok?
you think i care ar?i was definitely not being nice to you as you talked to me badly!
O BA SANG!
always facing this kind of people!i am really sick of them!
well...i haven't do my homework leh~
haha...lol...nvm...i will do later~
oh ya!BREAK OUT de previous PV has been released!and it is freaking cool!freaking awesome!^^

The Legend After MJ~

just now hor...i saw a news in allkpop...
is about Family Outing Season 2 de...
did you guys watch FO?it was freaking hilarious!
FO Season 2 is going to be casted...but i am quite sad to hear that no cast member from Season 1 will be participated in the Season 2...
all of them are leaving due to their busy schedules...
i am going to miss it!since it brought so much of fun and laugh to us!
its kinda warming to see them playing,fooling and having fun together~
i dun know what the new members will bring to us...since their are very 'new' in that show...
anyway...i hope the old members will be successful in their works and enjoy their lifes~
for those who are sad by seeing them leaving...come on dear~who doesn't?
but i think we have to support them...they will be happy and glad by receiving our blesses!
then hor~i saw the news that GD is going to the jail!
NO!!!i dun want!!!
although i am not a V.I.P...but i dun want to see the Big Bang's awesome leader to get into the jail!!!i dun want!!!
jump turn~to my favorite!
i am really expecting to watch Changmin's Paradise Ranch!Jaejoong's Haeven's Postman!Junsu's Mozart Musical!Yunho's Heading to The Ground!
and waiting BREAK OUT de single to be released!
it will definately write down another history in Japan's music industry!
check it out and see!
since the Bigeast is already sold out!and luckily i got it!haha...somemore got another version...CD+DVD...
wakaka...i will be so so so so so so so very very very very excited if the sale is more the 500000!coz i am participating in it!^^
i want their comeback stage in Korea!
since now the Korean music industry is kinda dull!
if one day you get to see the news about DBSK comeback stage in Korea...then you can see the whole thing is different!coz they are legend!
and cassies~we are going to see it!^^

Tired la...

almost 12 o'clock dy...
went to hospital just now...
my brother was there...
i know how was his feeling...coz last time i did the same thing as him...
it was really afflictive...dun know when he can come back...><...
tomorrow have to wake up early...coz going out to help my grandfather...since my mum will not be there...coz she is busying takes care of my brother...
just now hor...i mean afternoon...
i sent the wrong bankslip to the seller...then the people sent me back an email...and said it was my previous order de bankslip...then only i noticed!lol...
anyway...i resent the email to the people dy!the money also comfirmed jor!haha...
ok...what else leh...er...kinda sleepy now...
gonna sleep now~

Wanna Hug You!Very Very Expected De Weekend!

hoohoo!
weekend in coming!yay!
just went back from skul leh...
5 o'clock jor...tired la...
but tomorrow is saturday...can sleep till late late ma!hehe...
today got Leo de fellowship thingy...actually we just practised two Leo songs...coz we are going to perform on next monday...somemore is wat...something Leo de uniform day(correct me if i am wrong)...
Chee and Aso!saw it dy rite?wear your uniform on next monday...
nvm...i will remind both of you later!
today dun have piano lesson...coz my brother is in hospital!
ah~sad sad...going to visit him later...
finally bank in my money dy la~
what will be my next item?
haha...

Although It Was Just A Few Days...But I Am Gonna To Miss it~

Thursday dy!
actually i am not that excited...coz tomorrow having piano lesson!
ah~haven't practised yet!
somemore tomorrow got Leo...
then buy books...and bla bla bla...
oh ya!have to bank in money too!
so tomorrow i will be kinda late only can reach home...
huhu...then take bath dy have to practise and practise and practise...
after that only i will be 100% excited!
haha...
today Madam Yong came in to our class...
she told us about the changing class thingy...
Weng Yee goes to Sc 1...Hui Chee goes to Sc 5...
Suet Teng goes to Sc 3...Jing Yee goes to Sc 4!lol...
haha...1,..,3,4,5 also got ppl!haha..
but then Weng Yee wanted to change...lol...she wanted to go Sc 5...
then Chee and me were like...huh?you will get scolding la...
Weng Yee was really brave!she went to see teacher...
i was like...=O=...
waiting for it...then she came back then said ok dy!
i was like...wah!
haha...
gonna seperate with two of them!haiz...lol...already seperated!
Li Mun and Li Teng coming to A1 tomorrow...haiz...so sad we din get into the same class...but nvm...moral class still can be in the same class...
what else har?
er...taking my SPBT books tomorrow...coz today there was many people!
saw my standard 3 de classmate...she was new in Assunta...once she came in to our class...i was like...why this girl so...i saw her before...
then i asked Hui Chee...then she said yalo yalo...
Pn Sabina asked her to introduce herself...she said her name was Julia!
finally i remembered her!then i told Hui Chee...oh!Julia!
Hui Chee laughed so loud!
ei Chee!i knew her la!
tomorrow will be my first day in Sc 4...
i saw Jaechun went back to Korea dy...Su leh?
i think still in Sydney for shooting the pictures of Mozart Musical...
Junsu ah~you are so charisma!always!enjoy yourself in the Musical!gambateh~Xiahzart!
cassies are cheering for you!have a good show!^^

Australia cassies!hold the chance!

time passes so fast!
its already 10 something...
tomorrow gonna start...zzz...no mood to study...
well...i saw the news that Jaechunsu are in Australia rite now!for supporting Changmin's Paradice Ranch!refer to the title...ya!all cassies in Australia...take the chance and see them!
support them!let then feel the love in Australia too~they might know that are many cassies in Australia...but if you guys cheer for them right in front of them then it will be more touching!even it is just a few words...but they can feel it!
some of us were wondering how about Yunho?he might be lonely there...><...
but then i got 1 email from one of the cassies...i think most of you got it also...the email said that Yunho went there also!7.00 p.m...so they are now together!hehe!
waiting for Jaejoong's Haeven's Postman...and Changmin's Paradise Ranch!
but i haven't watched Yunho's Heading to The Ground yet...i know i am really slow...i can't find the episodes of that drama with eng/chi subs...lol...
nvm...buy DVD!
haha...
and Madam Yong...can you please let us know the answer by tomorrow?we want to know...

For Chee~

just reached home!
lol...placed back my AA3 preview story book dy then straight away sit right in front of my computer and online!
i got no mood to study~lol...haiz...i still want holidays la!
i want science science science science!!!haha...lol...
malay makes me wanna sleep...zzz...
the teachers are kinda ok...but they are speaking in malay~lol...
help me la!!
ah~nvm...
Chee!reading my post rite?
do what i told you!if your m** c*t*h you then...you know what i am writing rite?
p*t it p****t*!then i*vi** me!
and thanks me!
lol...haha...but you should!XDXD...

Is New~

today is the first skul day~
i thought we can choose whatever class we want to go once more...
but!once we got in to the hall...the teacher was starting to announce which class we are going to!
my friends and i were really shocked!but then Madam Yong said we can change by submiting a letter to her...
Hui Chee was sitting with me...and we were talking nonstop!lol...
really busy...
kinda regret of choosing Account!ah~i dun know...
i already prepared one letter to Madam Yong tomorrow...saying that i want to go Sc 4!hopefully can~everyone...pray for me!
ok...i am going to change class!coz i really dun want to stay in Account class!
anyone here hoping to go to this class?i think it is quite easy...as many students from my class want to change dy...but you must be good in math...it helps you alot!
go ahead if you are confident enough...hehe...
spent 2 hours for lining up to buy books~
ah~alot of people were there~
one more thing!finally saw Bigeast BREAK OUT!
woohoo~i pre-ordered it dy!wakaka...
so many things i want to buy..money is the problem~
tomorrow is going to start~gonna off le~
become more 'guai' jor rite?hehe...sleep so early...
tired ma~
gud nites everyone^^

Getting Ready For It~^^

skul is going to start...
is tomorrow!ya...its on tomorrow!
haven't get ready for it yet...
ah~changing back into skul life dy...
going to meet all my friends dy...
but i think tomorrow we will be quite busy...especially for form 4 students...
well...nothing special happens today...
finally done with my room...hehe^^
wanna sleep...coz tomorrow i have to wake up early in the morning...
so ya...for those who are reading my post right now and need to wake up early in the morning tomorrow...sleep now la...
haha...
sweet dream everyone~^^
c ya...:)