Life's like this...

urgh..dun know how to describe my feeling right now..its too complicated..
i did 'something' on friday..sorry if i hurted you guys..but..sometimes i really dun understand what you guys are thinking of..if you guys dislike someone..why are you all still pretending that ntg happens?
i dun know..maybe our opinions are not the same..
i know that sometimes i make things difficult for you guys..from wat i say and do..but i really dun like the feeling..the feeling when we are all sitting right in front of her..everything is like all has changed..it has became so different..
sometimes i really pissed off!i always talk to Tracy and my mummy they all..but then you guys say i look happier to be with them..
i want to talk to you guys also..recess with you guys..but..what can i do?
everytime when i want to be with you guys..she is always there..i feel so uncomfortable..the laughes and jokes have all gone..
i dun know whether you guys understand me...as i dun understand what you guys are thinking also..urgh..i am so upset..:(
change topic..to someone:
the image that i give ppl is always i like to laugh and...ya...laugh without any images..when something happens..i choose to laugh..maybe that you dun know..but ya..i just dun want to let you know that i have hurted..i am trying to forget all the sadness..and wiping you off from my life..the feeling that you gave me was always so untrue..and it has finally came to the end..i am trying my best to cover back..thx for the hapiness that you have gave me..and yes..it has all back to the 'basic'..
and now..the message to my frens..thx GOD that i have the frens like you all..whenever i need you all..you guys will always be there..even though my FB's frens..like Yar-Vern,Debbie you all..hehe..thx ya..
i know someone says that something like 'thx','love you all'..are not the sentences that will come out from my mouth..haha..but ya..i really appreciate you guys..
to Stephanie:we seldom get the chance to meet each other..but i know..whenever i need you..you will be there for me..i really miss you so much..hopefully i can meet you soon..very very soon..i got so many things to talk to you..i trust you 100%..we have graduated in year 2006..but we din forget each other..i want to give you a big hug when i see you next time..hehe..
to anyone that hates me:i got ntg to say anymore..i am really too tired..dun do all those stupid actions behind of me..i really hate it..if you hate me..tell me face by face!and stop showing the stupid pity faces in front of others!go to the hell!it needs you the most!
urgh~many things happened these two days..but dun worry okay?i'll cover back asap..:)